Then I finished the drawing of Koujaku from Dramatical Murder for my former roommate
I can draw but I still can't write...I wonder why :(
Arashi, Arashi for dream desu ne~ hahah
It's been a while since I properly immersed myself with Arashi
and I feel guilty about it
All I've been going about on Facebook lately is ANIME, FANART, SEIYUU and OSTs!
And if my memories aren't failing me, the last time I actually enjoyed Arashi properly was early of 2013!
But of course, I've loved them too much to forget them!
coz I'm still writing fanfics about them
Decided to watch some Arashi TV shows I've downloaded and what do you know, I'm feeling all better from all the stress I felt before <3
Plus, it felt so nostalgic laughing and smiling watching Arashi and their dorkiness~
I was so happy that it's so tiring! I miss Arashi coz I couldn't bring myself to watch anything before but I finally did it !
It was a good feeling! Besides entertaining me, they've also indirectly did many things for me!
Initially, I liked Kanjani8(my first JE group and exposure to the Jpop world)but then I changed fandom to Arashi, which gave a bigger impact! From them I started taking the initiative to study Japanese and apply it in my fandom~ And I also learned a lot of things though it's hard to put them into words. But most of all, I learn to appreciate friendship and got on better terms with my friends! And I learned that being popular and winning hearts isn't just about having pretty faces, but it also comes with HAVING A BIG HEART and great talents of course!
The night before my second operation I managed to watch Arashi's GUTS performance on Music Station and that made me extremely happy! Idk why, anything can happen in my operation so I had this fear of what was going to happen if the surgery failed and I'll be dead the next day? It's a taboo topic and it was a horrible feeling but at least GUTS' performance calmed down my nerves...
I wasn't able to walk properly neither could I walk long due to my leg's condition before.
On that holiday I went to, we went to a shopping mall and we just walked for only about 5 minutes inside it and yet I couldn't stand it anymore. My legs were killing me and I wanted to cry but I couldn't. Then when I was sitting on a bench in the mall, my mum spotted Daiso store at the corner. I hated waiting so I walked over to check out the store as well. The moment I got inside, Arashi's song started playing! Hadashi Mirai if I wasn't mistaken~ I knew Daiso's pattern was that if they play a specific artist's song, they were going to play some other songs by the same artists a few more times. So when the song ended, as I expected another Arashi song started playing! They were their old songs around 2004-2006 but I could recognize them so well! Since I was so looking forward to the next song, I found myself walking around the shop aimlessly and simply standing there to just listen to Arashi's song! Thanks to them, I managed to stand and walk longer that day! Even if it was psychologically done, you still can't deny how Arashi indirectly helped me that day! ARASHI FTW!!~
For Eid ul Fitr, the celebration after Ramadhan, I'm going to draw a fanart of Arashi ! :D I feel so intoxicated with the 5 boys all of a sudden >< But it's not a bad feeling! Just over-excitement probably~
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