Heyyo peeps how's it going!!! *crickets in the background*
I've been away for sooo longggg!! I dont know if anyone even remembers me,
tho I expect none but yea xD Somehow I've been away from the Arashi fandom :( I miss everything and I do wana catch up but I'm going to graduate soon so maybe imma think after that >< But actually from time to time I do wana write fics, I mean they surely suck but I just wana let the ideas out coz I have loads but yea my writing skills became worse ;w; I hope I can get back to the fandom and probably socialize like a normal hooman being one day .
Actually, two years ago the fangirl who got me into writing fanfics passed away, and yes I was saddened by that even till now. I've met her a few times and she was the best arashian senpai ever <3 I really gave up on fanfics for good because me losing her was such a big loss. I wanted to visit her at the hospital but I was a tad too late :( So yea, continuing writing might be hard because it reminds me so much of her but I do hope I can do a oneshot before I declare myself free from writing xD
I need motivation so for those who remember pls give me support ; w;
This is very late but yes, I'm on a short hiatus and I didn't put up any notice about it XD
Or did I?
I miss writing very much but I have no time to do so :( Plus I can't wait to end this course
because I really have no interest in science whatsoever but I'm trying my best because I'll have my test soon and straight to finals then BYE BYE SCIENCE FOUNDATION!!!
It's not as easy as it sounds though since I'm honestly having one hell of a time here >< I skipped a year and I remember most of nothing from my first sem plus the juniors here are like next-in-line-Einstein's or something...lol!
Anyway, the good news is if nothing comes up, I'll start writing again by April :) Of course I'll start with Hanazakari's update~ huehuehue~
and the news about some arashi fansub community shutting down gave me a bigger damage than I expected.... Like guys, seriously? What the fuck
(pardon my colourful language :P) is wrong with some of the people in the fandom that drove these hardworking subbers to the end of their career? As much as I wana give up the fandom, my love for Arashi is too big >< Hope they;ll return soon coz I want to go on an Arashi-marathon spree after my finals D:
I've been very busy and almost no time for anything
though I do play games from time to time
Which leads to major depression,
okay, maybe not so major coz well, I spent one year doing nothing and suddenly I've to study everything I hate again >< I have good ppl around me but it always feels like there's a big gap maybe because I didnt know them from the start?
I wana write fics so damn baddly ;_;
okay so back to the main point, I had a dream of Arashi amidst my stress last night...
I havent had much of their updates lately and I do miss them..A LOT
suddenly I had a dream of them which was very pleasant...I dont remember what it was about but I do remember it being really calming and the only thing I could remember was Aiba giving me a wonderful smile :D
So that's just about it XD I just need a place to rant.... I'll finish this course by the end of March (early of April) so yeah, until then I've to work hard!!! YOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAA!! \(*Q*)/
I thought I should make a post of this since I haven't been updating as of lately...
And per usual, I'm SO SO SORRY!!
Since I just re-entered college, the hectic schedule is taking up all my time..
and getting used to it is gonna take some time >< Not sure when I'm gonna update the next chapter of my fic but I will NOT drop it like I did with my previous fics ~ The first time I entered college I basically dropped all the fics and planned to stop writing for good...but I assure you that part of me is gone! huhuhu~
I will update for sure! But it's gonna take some time ><
Sorry you're stuck with such a half-assed writer but I appreciate your patience!